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3 good things today
As far as I can tell, most of the dreams I manage to remember have similar themes of either people stealing my stuff or me driving and mostly not crashing into things, sometimes with an added bonus of people barging into my rooms before or after the theft/driving activities. I'm not sure what the point is but at least I've stopped dreaming about missing classes/exams in high school.
2. Had to change my train ticket to my next sit, and went through a very annoying process with the train company; basically you have to prove that you a) bought a new ticket and b) tore up the old one-- well mine was an electronic ticket so I struggled a bit there but got it sent in eventually. Once sent, they take a few days to consider whether you deserve a refund or not, and whether they're going to take a fee out or not. Well! My refund was approved after a few days and I'm waiting for it to be deposited. And no fee taken out, either.
3. I can see a seagull sitting on a neighboring roof's chimney from my attic room window, and there's a very funny fight with another seagull trying to knock the first one off so it can sit there instead. I love birds!
New K-9 fic: Gloves off (Fujimaru/Ren)
Gloves off | K-9 | Fujimaru/Ren | 300 words | rated T
Summary: Fujimaru watches as Ren cleans his gloves after a fight.
Read it on Dreamwidth or on AO3.
How Reading Made Us
Let's Go Karaoke Live Action
If you're not familiar, I can also warmly recommend the 5 episode anime that's on Crunchyroll, if you have access.
I haven't read the manga or its sequel yet but I'm sure they're great fun too ;)

It's been super interesting to watch the movie after the anime and see the tweaks in the adaptation!! I think it all worked really well and I enjoyed it a lot. If you've also watched both (or any!!!!) you should talk to me actually :D
im craving a specific kind of mineral
In an incredibly random set of ocurrances I ended up watching a pair of YouTubers I like react to Kimetsu No Yaiba/Demon Slayer and now I'm craving a a long epic fic with particular tropes but I can't risk taking the time to find it this late at night on a Sunday 😭
( non-specific demon slayer spoilers ahead )
Anyway. Just needed to complain in case someone stumbles upon this post and shows me a DW comm or Tumblr that accepts rec requests 😭😭😭
Plays to see in 2026, hamartia, and the 400th anniversary of the birth of John Aubrey

The New York Public Library
“Just a few days later, the terms of her posthumous fame were set when the Observer published an anguished essay, by the influential literary critic Al Alvarez, containing loaded phrases such as ‘peculiar genius’ and ‘possessed’. And so the melodramatic Plath myth began, and for well over half a century she has been more famous for her death than for her life and work.” Ann Kennedy Smith’s review of Red Comet: The Short Life and Blazing Art of Sylvia Plath.
A discussion of Aristotle’s use of hamartia, and how it came to be (mis)understood as denoting a tragic flaw.
An interview with John Berger at 90.
“For pure pleasure I turn to essays and book reviews to which I am addicted. Among my (fairly obvious) favourites are Craig Raine’s Haydn and the Valve Trumpet, John Carey’s Original Copy, James Wood’s The Broken Estate, Edmund Wilson’s The Triple Thinkers, Joan Didion’s Slouching Towards Bethlehem, John Updike’s Picked up Pieces, Zadie Smith’s Changing My Mind and VS Naipaul’s The Writer and the World. I suppose they interest me because they were all doing the most exalted possible version of journalism. I feel like a Ryanair pilot gazing at a spaceship.” James Marriott is great for book recommendations if you like essays and history.
Plays to see on tour in 2026. (I highly recommend the Rupert Goold Hamlet.)
The Jewish Food Society has published a cookbook.
“In The Obituary of Richard Smyth, which is a catalogue of all the people who died in Smyth’s parish between 1627-1674, the ones that are most affecting are those with just a little detail, such as ‘Mr. Leeche’s wife (minister at Bow Church), drowned herself in the Thames; taken up at Cuckold’s Point.’ Bow Church is still there, as is Cuckold’s Point. One cannot read Smyth without noting that several of the priestly suicides happen on holy days.” Henry Oliver on John Aubrey (and Izaac Walton, and Samuel Johnson).
“A spooky convergence is happening in media. Everything that is not already television is turning into television.” Derek Thompson’s article Everything Is Television made me more hardline in defence of radio. Radio is not dead!
Colour palettes for everything!
How to Build a Newsletter People Actually Read. This is one of my golden rules regardless of what I’m writing: “Curate your reading diet. Your own writing improves when you’re regularly consuming excellent work.”
For International Women’s Day, Five Forgotten Feminist Novels: an interesting list.
I shared this article on the development of the English language with a colleague, so I may as well share it here too. (I have read it before but it’s such an interesting, easy read that I always end up rereading it.)
This video of the Merchant & Mills house (where you can stay if you do one of their residential courses). I plan to adopt some of its curtain designs.
You can download 60,000 artworks from the National Gallery!
I knew The Daughter of Time had been voted #1 in a list of top 100 crime novels, but now I have found the full list. (I love TDoT but The Moonstone was robbed. And The Talented Mr Ripley at #45? Absurd!)
- ancestry,
- becoming,
- belonging,
- chosen family,
- cinder path,
- devotion,
- domestic liturgy,
- emotional intimacy,
- first draft? final draft,
- flowers,
- grandmother,
- healing,
- home,
- home geography,
- hope,
- longing,
- love,
- memory,
- northern california,
- ochre,
- paths,
- redwood coast,
- resilience,
- selfhood,
- shelter,
- tenderness,
- unsent letters,
- volcanic soil,
- witness
WALK THE LINE
Favorite parts
- HEESEUNG - it was so shocking seeing him performing on a big screen at the cinema. He's such a good performer and has insane sex appeal. I really felt embarassed because that was one of my top fangirl moments.
- PASSION - as i said the interviews opened up about their passion for performing and you could really see it - they are very captivating and that desperate longing and passion is at the core of their performance.
- SWEAT - sexy sweaty men singing and dancing....yeah
- Jay bias wrecking me - he's such a great singer and i also loved his guitar solo
- Lucifer!!! one of my favorite enha songs and performances. Sunghoon, Jay, and Jake in priest outfits being serious. It starts them being still, then walking at at the end they're dancing - i really love how dramatic it is.
- XO - the lightsticks were a sea of pink during it, how lovely. It started with Heeseung playing the intro on piano<3 Also one of my favorite enha songs(first one i heard). It's romantic in a magical way.
- Bad Desire - such a powerful performance
- Shine On Me - from their Japanese EP. It has that hopeful summer feel.
- Sunsun waterfight - they literally couldn't stop teasing each other as usual :D
- Ending fanchants: Orange Flower and Highway 1009 - this is when i got emotional
The vague and notorious aura of the period
... The way the poems address, respond or are dedicated to others, moreover, suggest a kind of busy, generous literary sociability which wasn’t quite what I expected from the decadent reputation. A very large number are dedicated to, or about, other literary or artistic figures — there are poems to Hardy, Yeats, John Davidson, Alice Meynell, Ernest Dowson, Francis Thompson, Aubrey Beardsley, Lawrence Binyon, Victor Hugo, Tennyson, Newman and even Manmohan Ghose, as well as Virgil, Lucretius, the Pope and Cardinal Manning. Almost every poem is dedicated to someone or other, and several are titled about one person and dedicated to another.
—The saddest of all kings: reading Lionel Johnson
How to keep well in Wartime (1943)

This is a rather old-fashioned formulation of a rule I try to live by (order tempered by spontaneity, or in Mussar terms seder and zerizut):
On a basis of regular habits that self-discipline without which no man can take his full share as a citizen in a civilized community comes easier. Of course, too much regularity can become rather dull, but there is plenty of room for an occasional breakaway. A last-minute decision to go on an excursion, to have a picnic, to visit a friend, often increases the pleasure of the event. Slavish following of a routine is just as harmful as continually living on the impulse of the moment.
Been saying this for years, thanks Mr H. A. Clegg, M.B., M.R.C.P.
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Snippet from a MDZS fic I'm working on
Though they might be disappointed at not getting to poke needles in him…
Actually, that disappointment might be acute enough that they might jab needles into him for the sheer hell of it…
Better keep this valuable knowledge to himself.
He sighed & made an (admittedly half-hearted) effort to focus on what Lan Qiren was saying, but his brain refused to focus on it, & it just became a droning noise akin to the buzzing of a bee. Just without the chance of getting your hands on some honey if you followed it.
More likely he'd get himself more copying punishments. Though that would mean spending time in the company of Lan Zhan. Which was even better than honey!
He looked over at the other boy, wondering if he could tease him a little to pass some time. He'd avoided it today, as his first attempts had been met with more anger than usual. (Was Lan Zhan alright? Had he been assigned night patrol duties too many rights in a row, & was therefore suffering from a lack of sleep? Was he going to have to find who was responsible &... &… well he didn't know what he'd do to them, but he'd think up something awful!)
Normally he loved seeing how far he could push the Second Jade, but if Lan Zhan really snapped, & did so in class, he might get in trouble!
Although... maybe it'd be good for him to get in a little trouble... Surely it hurt to be this restrained all the time?
His thoughts about helping his friend become a more well-rounded person (while also trying to come up with a suitably horrible prank to play on whoever was in charge of the Cloud Recesses patrol rota) crashed to a halt when he saw that Lan Zhan was looking at him. For a moment he was unable to think of anything, then Lan Zhan looked away.
- accountability,
- ash and dust,
- boundaries,
- devotion,
- emotional labor,
- endurance,
- erosion,
- holding on,
- hurt and healing,
- integrity,
- martyr complex,
- microplastics,
- overunderstanding,
- quiet resilience,
- red flags,
- relational patterns,
- responsibility,
- sacred and broken,
- self harm,
- self reflection,
- tenderness,
- trauma patterns,
- webs and networks
